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It Rains It Pours

by Maeve Chustar

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1.
Big 03:10
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What's this, what's this, what's this? A trick with a twist? Somebody do something Call somebody and make it quick I'm sorry, I lied Just wanted, to guide Everybody through this and go out with a ride (and you think you're happier now that you realised where your feelings are?) (indeed i'm just sorry that it took so long) (i mean it really finally comes down to) (finding one other person to love) (and be loved by) (and serve eachothers needs) Ho! Ho! Yeah, you see? I am the only fucking bitch that guarantees and sees The final plot coming, no denying, so beware But let me tell you, son I'm really scared! Yeah i was a first eye witness But that's none of your buisness I have the mental illness? Do you get a kick off this shit? Everything i do hits different How do i cope with this shit Can he be in here with us? No i'm done, i'm gone, i'm finished So? Are you tryna help or what? Ask these questions for what My mind keeps foggin up I rather keep my door locked shut But im too open Over sharing Caring Too much about a red herring Comparing Myself Is slowly tearing me apart It'll never happen again I promise i promise (It'll never happen again, you promised, you promised) I'll do anything for, hug or kiss? (You do anything for a hug or kiss) I don't know what to do, it's all because of you (You don't know what to do, it's all because of me) I dispise myself and you (You dispise yourself and me?) (I wasn't scared you must've been dreaming!) (You weren't scared you must've been dreaming!) (Better believe it my mind is like a demon!) (Better believe it your mind is like a demon!)
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Meet You When I Flatline 03:42
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The way she saw me in the trenches Fighting like it matters Cause she's just sitting on the bench Preparing her defenses But it won't help a thing After all, he pulls the strings And you can see it already That's why I spread my wings Cause she knows its coming for her too Her own ally So I already knew I can only sit and view And I've seen this film before This ain't nothing new Cause I know what she's gonna get Cause it happened to me too When our visions don't align How will we reflect At the bed where he'll lie "Niemand is perfect" In an old rotten state We will all decay But what I'll remember him for Will never fade away I can't turn no water into red wine See the white light all within your own eyes You were fighting for what's right, right? Right? I guess I'll meet you when I flatline, Flatline And when I die I hope you saw me so dearly I almost die on a basis that is yearly For you I run into a red light That's right! Hope I finally to get to finally meet you when I flatline Meet me in the stars near the bright moon (bright moon) Or in Den Bosch near my tomb (my tomb) Grim reaper might arrive soon (arrive soon) FlyHighAngel when I die soon (die soon) Hope my life was worth it what's the price on it? (price on it) Did you turn me into nice profit (uh) No winning in life but I think I might won it (won it) That's the hill I think I died on it (died on it) W-w-w-wie gaat me redden? Is dit de hel? Ik zie dood en ellende Ik riep naar de Schepper Waarom zie ik huilende moeders en kids met bloed Dat loopt over hun vellen (Wat!) Ik zoek een rede te leven met deze straf Wat is love met hart van glas, mind van steen En met een ziel vast in het Graf! (Go!) (Go!) (Go!) (Go!) (Go!) (Go!) (Ah ah ah) (Go!) (Go!) (Huh?) (Go!) (Go!) (Go!) (Go!)
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Lose The Battle, Win The War 02:53
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I got a bullet in my leg And it is so hard to ignore When it rains it fucking pours The mud makes my feet so sore And im stuck here in this war i aint no hero at my core "Take those stupid headphones off" But i would fall right to the floor And i tried With all my might To find some piece of mind But there's bangs and flashes of light Want to cry But i should really man up and go back and fight Is this really what you wanted all along Do you think i finally belong You thought i'd end up conforming for you I guess that wasn't the end goal I know it was an accident to have ____ Was that a lie or was there semblence of truth Why did you want to keep me captive in endless madness Just a pawn in a game with your rules Did you think we'd end up settling the scores Should i feel empathy or and remorse Cause i know once you enter that door It doesn't rain it doesn't pour cause when you're here it fucking storms Storm Storm It didn't rain it didnt pour Its not my duty to ignore All the chaos that ensues when you cause When you cause A fucking Storm Storm I will give it to you in a language you can actually understand You're not my commander or my seargant don't you dare call yourself my Dad
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Shut The Door! 02:05
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Can i make it more clear Your kind does not belong here But you just, say it with fear like Oh my god Shut the door When it rains it fucking poors So big so strong so cool I just wanna be like you All the shit you put me through I just do it like you Hey seargent we lost defenses I can not be independend How can i be proud of my pendent When I don't feel like i am sentient Do i still feel fucking sane I just wanna do my thing so i'm like Oh my god Shut the door When it rains it fucking poors Top of your class but you're beefing with me (what?) You want a family of two but you got a family of three (surprise) I was here first so you can leave it to me Cause you got Drafted to afghanistan Hope i dont see you again Fighting for oil wow You must be so proud Getting cheers from the crowd If i spit it all out right now Could i cause a disavowal Hey seargent we lost defenses I can not be independend How can i be proud of my pendent When I don't feel like i am sentient Do i still feel fucking sane I just wanna do my thing so i'm like Oh my god Shut the door When it rains it fucking poors Oh my god Shut the door When it rains it fucking poors
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He's Common Sense 03:11
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I stay in the back You go in the front Let's go for a hunt We will keep in touch I am on a roll I'm on cruise control Take care of the hostage I'll go find my soul Are you keeping track Did you see my plaque Badge of honor ego Countin up my racks Say i'm too extreme I can't get over me Gotta blow off steam On her ovaries Oh my fucking god I pulled it off again Another daddy's girl all within my hands Oh my fucking god I pulled it off again you thought you'd need another man bitch i'm common sense Oh my fucking god can you feel the heat That girl is so sweet but she feels incomplete Not your normal man so please take a seat I am the elite i need some flesh to feast Are you keeping track Did you see my plaque Badge of honor ego Countin up my racks Say i'm too extreme I can't get over me Gotta blow off steam On her ovaries Oh my fucking god I pulled it off again Another daddy's girl all within my hands Oh my fucking god I pulled it off again you thought you'd need another man bitch i'm common sense I'll miss you for all my life I'll love you for all my life No i can never let him go He's right there for me twenty fo All the times you did me wrong As if i... i didn't know He put his knife right near my throat How do i stay half afloat? If i had a right to vote i would say This ol' sky If i die I hope i'm no random gal Somewhere out there they would say She is mine She is mine This ol' sky If i die I hope i'm no random gal Somewhere out there they would say She is mine She is Mine! I'll miss you for all my life I'll love you for all my life
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Veteran Discount (Interlude) 01:44
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Walk out the battle 50 bucks in my hand I lost my dignity i'm just regular and bland You're a vet so i thought that you might understand Throwing money at the problem that's all so well and grand You dissapeared at once i still feel phantom pain Theres this thing i lost that i want to feel again I still feel every cell coursing trough those veins So i seek out remnants in my brain until i go insane (You can't save me) (You can't save me) (You can't save me) (You can't save me)
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The Band-aid 03:00
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Oh she's comitted Asking like who is she? She's so fried You glad you enlisted? Enrolled now Your mind gets so twisted Daddy's far away, wish he could take a visit? (Ouch!) Composure Count to one hundred, do it over Because you're the one who can't get some fucking closure Digging even lower Why is she such a loner The bandaid won't come off And nobody even knows it Oh my god, like? what's that on her nose? Bruises bandaids she is covered head to toe Stains on her clothes is there something undisclosed? Someone is in danger but don't let anybody know! Oh my god, like? what's that on her nose? Bruises bandaids she is covered head to toe Stains on her clothes is there something undisclosed? Someone is in danger but don't let anybody know! So like? How did you get that bandaid? What's underneath the bandaid? No i can never let him go He's right there for me twenty fo' All the times you did me wrong As if I I I didn't know He put his knife right near my throat How do i stay half afloat? If i had a right to vote i would say No? Oh my god, like? what's that on her nose? Bruises bandaids she is covered head to toe Stains on her clothes is there something undisclosed? Someone is in danger but don't let anybody know! Oh my god, like? what's that on her nose? Bruises bandaids she is covered head to toe Stains on her clothes is there something undisclosed? Someone is in danger but don't let anybody know! So like? How did you get that bandaid? What's underneath the bandaid? Think i Spawned a Feeling you're not fond of Bandaids, Hardcore Don't you let your guard off Think I Want to Feel like i could blossom You're God of Me going rock bottom Think i Spawned a Feeling you're not fond of Bandaids, Hardcore Don't you let your guard off Think i Want to Feel like i could blossom You're the God of Me going rock bottom Whats underneath the band-aid? Under the band-aid what's it like? The band-aid What like? T-t-t-t-the band-aid What's it like? What what what what like? The band-aid Tell me I don't know It's The bandaid the band-aid What are you hiding under the band-aid The band-aid The band-aid You did it didn't you? You should know about your own head Because you hit me there Let's see it! You came here with my father why don't you go stay with hi-i-i-i-i-i
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Parole 02:15
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Oh she's so blessed Why's she such a mess uh Don't tell the guests What goes on bts yeah Go tell the press The war got you depressed And that you have no choice but to treat me as a pest I've been in this place before Push me up against the door "My daddy's a filthy cheat and my mom's a dirty whore" There's no stopping you now I know it is all my fault I'll repent for all my sins I can't take it anymore I got sick and tired of screaming in the void I'm trying so hard but it got outta control Begged for forgiveness but you were on a roll And it's all my fault that you're now on parole So I fell out of the grid Don't tell anyone what he did But when I told the other kids They all thought it was all a bit By the time I got home Authorities were in the know So he grabs me by the throat I thought it was all a joke I've been in this place before Push me up against the door "My daddy's a filthy cheat and my mom's a dirty whore" There's no stopping you now I know it is all my fault I'll repent for all my sins I can't take it anymore I got sick and tired of screaming in the void I'm trying so hard but it got outta control Begged for forgiveness but you were on a roll And it's all my fault that you're now on parole (A a e e e e ow) (A a e e e e e ow) (A o e o e o o ow) (A a e e e e e ow) (A a e e e e ow) (A a e e e e e ow) (A o e o e o o ow) (A a e e e e e) (ow!)
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It Rains It Pours 02:23
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(Ho Ho yeah you see?) (Oh my god shut the door!) (It's all of my fault that you're now on parole) (Ah Ah Ah) (Under the band-aid what's it like?) (What what what what like?) (You can't save me!) (Oh my fucking god i pulled it off again!) Vowed on the bible better hope you're still religious You know they treat people like you the worst in prison You had so many chances on all of your decisions Made it a hell on earth Praying to god hoping for someone who would listen I think i waited for this too long I guess my wits were a little too strong You always said that you were special Like you showed off all your medals Hope you find peace in the gulag Cuz when it rains It pours And there's no discount that can save you now Cuz when it rains It pours Unplug the cable and i fell to the ground No ceremony, No reward Testimony of what you caused Watch the movie in which you starred Antihero from the start Take of your facade Cuz in your mind you're still a god Cuz when it rains It pours And there's no discount that can save you now Cuz when it rains It pours Unplug the cable and i fell to the ground I didnt need those headphones anyway I can now do without I'm over all this anyways Let you figure out

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Special thanks to:

twitter.com/AadieFaadie for a bit of help on the cover art

akaJazy (linktr.ee/akajazy) for help with the noise section on "Big"

DR!PD (linktr.ee/DRIPD) for featuring on "Meet You When I Flatline"

DreamingOfMars (twitter.com/dreamingofmars_) for help with the
breakdown on "Shut The Door!"

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released December 24, 2023

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